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[Happy] Holidays

2007-12-18T03:17:09Z

i kinda sorta hate the holidays.

im sooooo broke. i need to do some holiday shopping. whenever i try to buy other people their gifts, i end up buying myself something. yesterday i bought a pair of boots & a matching purse. today i bought a black sweater dress to go with the boots! =] it's a freakin' cute outfit but now i regret wasting $120 in two days on myself. but really i shouldn't be stressing it because its been almost two months since i went shopping for myself. and damm did it feel great!!!

so i need to buy gifts for:
mom - warm slippers for work & wall clock for kitchen from target
older sister - matching hat & scarf from h&m
younger sister - knocked up & blood diamond dvd's
boyfriend - h&m sweater
cubicle wifey - ?
cousin - jewelry from h&m

now i have to get all of this with $200. do you think i can do it? that would mean no more than $30 on each. now thats crap! fuck i hate this shit!

my "father" is an asshole! i hate him sometimes.

TGIF

2007-08-17T18:53:26Z

the title says it all. friday, to me at least, means:
1. i get out of work at 3pm instead of 4pm
2. there's no work tomorrow =]
3. i get to see my babe
4. i get to stay up late
5. i'll be able to get a better sleep
on monday, my sister's bff starts to work at my job sitting right next to me in the same cubicle. can she be any closer? =] i actually can't wait. i won't have to eat lunch all alone anymore (even though sometimes that's what i need). this place can drive a person crazy.

my bff nathalie is in peru. has been for about 1 week now. two days ago, an earthquake hit peru. i read it was really bad, killing 500+ people so far, including 1 AMERICAN!!! now i know the chances of that one American being my bff is quite slim, but you never know. so i'm quite nervous. there's no way for me to get in contact with her. i left her a voicemail on her answering machine at home & one in her voicemail box on her cell. hopefully she'll get back to me really soon. =/ that's her on the right:

isn't she sexy? =] shes a Peruvian immigrant born in Canada! hehe.

school starts in 12 days. i can't believe this shit. i hate school with such a passion it isn't even right. sometimes i wish i could take a semester off, but then that would be really boring staying at home and working. so i guess i'm just going to suck it up and do what i got to do.

my 1st year of college was one to remember. the drinking. the parties. sleeping over whomever's dorm room i felt like. staying up all night till the sun came up. late night visits to the 7/11 & Dunkin Donuts. running around the halls. dancing with my roommates. sneeking into other people's dorms. i have taken soooo many pictures from my first year alone its incredible. i had so much freedom my first semester. that's when i was dorming. my second semester i went home because the room & board was burning a hole in my daddy's wallet! =] i felt bad so i stayed home. that's when i became a commuter!! OH NOO! waiting for the buses. waking up extra early to make it to class on time. i had the worst schedule my second semester. every tuesday & thursday morning at 7:35AM i had an economics class for 1 1/2 hr. & i hated my professor. he was the dean of the business school, which is/was what i'm majoring in. i'm starting to think that i might want to major in child psychology. something in that area. i want to help people, not myself by making a lot of money. no amount of money can make you feel the way you do when you help someone. so yeah. that's what i might end up doing pretty soon.

it's almost time for me to go homeee. oh yesss. my babe is supposed to be picking me up today! =] he does that once in a blue moon because he's always working fridays at this time. i don't know what we should do today. i wanted to get myself a new phone that i want from t-monile.the blackberry 8800. its soo sexy. now the problem (well not really a problem) is that i have Verizon. my 2 year contract ends in december but i CANT wait that long to get myself a new phone. my current one is soo jacked up its not even funny. in order for it to charge, i need to hold the charger in so it won't fall out. it's the 3rd phone of the same model i've been through in 2 years. that has to say something about the phone. or me? =/ but yeah i really want that blackberry.

today Superbad comes out in theatres. it looks super funny! i saw knocked up a while back when it first came out. that has to be the funniest movies i have ever seen (besides white chicks). Superbad is by the same producers of knocked up & the 40 year old virgin ( i haven't seen that one yet. i heard it's really funny too). so Superbad should be funny as hell. can't wait.

my sister leaves to Spain on Wednesday for the Fall semester. i'm going shopping after work to buy her a few things. she wants the Covet perfume by Sarah Jessica Parker, a wallet, a book called Party Europe, and a scan disk. i might buy her a pair of crocks too so she can be comfortable walking around while she sight sees. =] awwwww. i'm such a great sis. ahahahahah.

it's 2:48 pm. i leave in 12 minutes. i CAN NOT waittttt. ahahahahahahah. i'm going insane in this place. i didnt even take a lunch break so technically i CAN leave right now. butttttt im going to stick it out and get my moneys worth. i dont even feel like working anymore. god forbid my boss comes up behind me and sees what i'm doing, so let me stop this note righhtt here! =]

peace bxtches.

back_t0_black @ 2007-08-16T11:32:00

2007-08-16T19:49:44Z

this has to be one of the happiest days i've had in a very very long time. today my babe registered for college! =] im soooo proud of him. i have been asking him for about 2 years to go to school. he always said he would but never even tried to fill out an application. but today he filled one out. thursday the 23rd hen eeds to go take a placement test. i'm not sure exactly what type of material is going to be on this test but i hope he does well. i'm thinking about taking him out tomorrow night as a celebration. should i wait until he actually gets accepted? hmmmmm. dont knowwwwww.

i <3 him. =]

im at work right now. so how about i go do some work!

peace bitches

back_t0_black @ 2007-08-05T22:43:00

2007-08-06T03:10:06Z

this wasn't such a good weekend or week for me.

my boyfriend stood me up last night. we were supposed to go to the movies but he ended up not even calling me to cancel. i just stayed at home waiting and waiting for him. his friend gogi stood me up as well on wednesday. she told me we were going to the beach but we never went anywhere.

i want to get a tattoo really soon. probably on my birthday [october 18]. i still don't know what to get. probably something in arabic.

im getting sleepy. later.

xoxo/

back_t0_black @ 2007-07-31T11:20:00

2007-07-31T15:33:38Z

another day another dollar.

its pay day today! =] which means i MIGHT be going to H&M after work. I shouldn't go but whateverrrrr. i spend A LOT of $ at that store. I probably shop there at least once a week. That's bad! I need to save my money for school and all that good shit.

I'm having lunch with Emely today (my bestest amiga). She used to work with me but got "fired" about 2 months ago. it's been crap working w/o her. we used to have sooo much fun here together but now i feel like i'm in a jail cell (sometimes). like right now, its boring

be back later.

i <3 myself

2007-07-20T00:38:37Z

when i got out of work, it was raining cats & dogs. then i decided to do my nails. i went to this place by my job. i got a manicure & pedicure for $22. woop woop. then i left, got a frappachino from Starbucks & headed to the train in the rain. at the train station i tried to close my umbrella & accidentally messed up my nail. so i had to walk back 3 blocks in the rain to fix one nail. then i had to walk back to the train but by that time it had stopped raining. i decided to buy a shirt to wear to work tomorrow so i went to H&M. i bought an olive green purse witha matching necklace & a white shirt. I'm going to wear it to work tomorrow. It's soooo cute. i spent like $60 there.

tomorrow is friday. what a relief. i need the weekend. what are my plans for tomorrow? im supposed to meet up with my friend stephy bear. we're supposed to go to soho & hang out. im not sure i want to go with her anymore because she pissed me off today. long story...i dont feel like typing about it.

i want to hang out with gogi tomorrow (my babe's girl friend). she's cool. she's 22 & married (something i will ~~NOT~~ be doing...well maybe. you never know). i like hanging out with her. we have the same taste in style. we both like to drink, dance, shop. we're probably going to a lounge in the city tomorrow night. not sure yet.

now im off to take a shower, eat something (im starving) & probably read or watch a movie.

<3 you hoes

another tuesday gone.

2007-07-18T02:37:37Z

so today i saw my babe! yay! we met up at the train station by my job. we went to his house & knocked the fxck out like i said i would. then we woke up, went to eat Boston Market by my house & he went back home. i waiting for his phone call right now. i've been waiting for his phone call. & im still waiting!

i hate that it's only tuesday. i still have wednesday, thursday & friday to get through at work. have i mentioned that i HATE my job?

my cousin, crystal, is my bestest friend. we're both crazy, sexy & cool. she lives in PA so i only get to see her like every other weekend. but we talk on the phone everyday all day, or as much as we can. she's freakin' awesome! i haven't spoken to her in 2 days because her cell phone got disconnected, there's something wrong with her house phone, her mom never has her cell on her, & her dad is never home. so how the hell am i supposed to get in contact with her?? hmmmm. i was on AIM all day at work today hoping she would sign on, but no sign of crystal. i finally sent her a message on myspace telling her she better call me tonight & she did! =] but i was in the shower! so i told her to call me in 10 minutes & she hasn't. crap!

my boss comes back from vacation on tueday, the 24th, which means i we need to get our act together at work. me & my friend/co-worker tay noticed that one of the attorney's keeps checking up on us, probably to go report back to our boss. & if that's true, GOD help us. it looks like we don't do anything but we really do. well i know that I get my shit done so they can't say anything about me. ASSHOLES!

well that was my day. see you hoes tomorrow! <3

back_t0_black @ 2007-07-17T09:15:00

2007-07-17T13:30:02Z

i've decided NOT to quit my job in august. i really really do not want to be broke. i've started saving money incase i do decide to leave but i really like money! =] hehe. i just hope my grades don't slip because of it. school is wayyyy more important than this job.

i get to see my babe today! =] yipee! i'm going to pick him up after work at around 5pm. then we'll probably head over to his house & take a nap. i love when we take a nap together. so corny..i know. but i'm in LOVE <3.

hopefully by friday i'll buy the amy winehouse tickets. i can not wait for september 12. i've been listening to both her albums everyday on the train to & from work. my favorites are 1. Fuck Me Pumps, 2. Wake Up Alone, 3. In My Bed. Love those. Yous should check them out.

i hate my job. well, not really. it's a really easy job but i kinda hate the people here. they're hypocrites, annoying (at times), & never learned how to mind their own business. ahhhhhh.

last night my cousin slept over my house. he fell asleep on the floor in my room so he wouldn't have to sleep in the bedroom at the basement all alone. then he ended up on my bed with me & my sister. speaking of my sister, she's going to be studying abroad at Spain. she leaves aug. 22. she returns in dec. that's fucking cool. i think i might want to do that my junior year. maybe. not sure. it sure is a lot of $. but i think it's worth it.

let me get "back" to work. hah. yeah right.

ttyl hoes <3

work sucks!

2007-07-16T18:03:46Z

yeah. so im at work right now. really sleepy. & tired.

i want to go home!!!!!!! it's too cold in here. the AC is blasted!

i just ate some great Cuban food!! mmm mmm good.

work SUCKS!

what a day

2007-07-10T19:54:32Z

so i woke up this morning. i decided to get dressed in a pair of white capris & a black top. the capris were kind of tight so i had to wear a thong (which i never do. i dont even know why i own one). while on the train, i start to get what i think are cramps but i think nothing of it. when i got to work i wen to the bathroom to check if i got my best friend & i did! remember: im wearing white capris! so i put on a what i like to call a pamper which is really unconfortable to use while wearing a god damm thong. i was too scared to sit down i stood at my desk. i left after 1 hr because i couldn't do it any longer.

while walking to the train a taxi cab sped past me & splashed a huge puddle of water on me! so i walked to train with my whole left side wet.

i had to come home to do my laundry in this fucking heat. not a cute thing to do.

my babe told me he didn't have to work today. so i figured after i was done with my laundry i could go over to his house to see him. right? wrong! he has to go to the city now to run an errand for his dad. he said he's coming over after that but lord knows at what time that will be.

i told him i want to go see transformers tonigiht.

what a day.

too little time

2007-07-09T22:08:22Z

i just stuffed my face & i feel like im catching some mean "niggeritis". (not a nice word, but now you know how i feeling.)

i have so much crap to do. i dont know where to start.

well, im feeling too lazy & cheap to do my laundry. that'll cost me around $15, which i don't feel like spending right now. =/

i have to start getting ready for school. yeah, i know. it's only july. but its better early than all at the last minute.

i have to clean my room.

i need to look up info on BMCC.

& i need to buy those <3 amy winehouse <3 tickets asap!

too little time.

yipee

2007-07-09T03:24:33Z

so i JUST found out yesterday that *amy winehouse* is going to be in central park on september 12. i'm sooooo freaking excited!!!! i can't wait to see her perform. =] even though those damm tickets are going to cost me $100 each. i want to bring my baby along. =]

last night i rented alpha dogs. the movie with justine timberlake. thats the only reason i rented it. it was between that & children of men. i should have rented children of men. alpha dogs had one of the worst acting in it that i have ever seen. sorry justin. you should just keep singing. now i know not to rent black snake moan. justin & christina ricci in the same movie? hah! that should be funny. & i can't stand what's his face, samuel jackson. he's a weirdo. i only enjoyed him in deep blue sea (one of my favorites, by the way).

i didn't do anything today. i stood in bed until 5pm. then i washed my hair & realized there was no conditioner. so i had to change, walk to cvs & buy some. to then climb back into the shower, comb out my tangled hair, get out & blow it out. i couldn't go to work looking like a mess. they'll probably laugh at me or something. not that i care because i always like to give people something to laugh at. hehe.

its soooo hot! omg. this weather sucks. i finally put on my a.c.. i never used it because i have this huge ass fan that can literally blow you away but tonight is a night for the a.c.. tomorrow its supposed to be 98 degrees. thats some bull. i dont like it when it's too hot. at least there's a.c. at my job & i have a fan. pheww.

im getting sleepy right now. waiting for my baby's phone call. he's probably still working, even though its 11:07pm & he's been working since 10:00am?? can you say murder-suicide? i tell him to get a new job because those hours he's working are rediculous. but he does get paid really good. so it's whatever.

tomorrow i got a lot of crap to do.

- 9 am - 4 pm = work
- 5 pm - 7 pm laundry (2 large laundry bags full)
- 5:30 - 5:45 pm = return Alpha Dogs ( fast!! hehe)
- 7 pm - 9 pm = clean my room (rip all the balloons of my walls, throw away all the papers from hs & on, mop, dust,etc.)
- 9 pm - ? = find information about BMCC

i want to go to bed now. lets call my babe & see what he's up to. please hold.

he didn't pick up which means he's still at work. shit. i hate this.

i guess i'll take a nap & wake up when he calls me.

peace out bitches.

this is me.

2007-07-08T01:54:06Z

hi.

sometimes im a crazy, wild person that loves to have fun whenever i get the chance. my family sometimes jokes around that they're going to send me to rehab because i must be doing some type of drug for the way i act.

other times, i can be really shy & calm. like when i meet new people for the first time. or when i start a new class in school.

i think people like me. i dont see why they wouldn't. i'm really easy to get along with. unless, you have an attitude. yuck!

i love my boyfriend. we've been together for over 2 years now. its been the best two years of my life.

i have 2 sisters. they're awesome. but sometimes can be a pain in the neck.

my best friend is my cousin. she's the apple in my eye. the white of my rice. the sugar in my coffee. she's awesome. we're unseparable. she rocks my socks.

i live with my sisters & my mom, my hero. i love that woman. right now she's washing dishes (something i should be doing!) hehe.

i listen to amy winehouse a lot. her music is great! her fashion sense rocks. she's my new fave artist.

i'm registered for the spice girls reunion tour tickets. if i dont win them, then i'll buy them. either way, i'm getting into that concert.

i dont like school that much. i wish i knew what i want to study. right now im a business major. im thinking about being a child psychologist. there's only one problem: i dont have patience. i have a short temper, i think. but i would really like to help kids that have "issues".

well. thats a little about me. im getting a little sleepy now.

peace out homies.